When you don't know from where to begin... is it really necessary...?does it matter...?writing these mind thoughts of yours... we may hide our feelings...so they fade without meanings...it's just sometimes we have to speak even if not to others but to ourselves...god gave us skills... differ from one to another...but we keep ignoring them to rise upon our nature... we just close our eyes trying to deny that they are real...human beings are the most complicated creatures to fathom..if that has to do anything within us...then it most be unimaginable power possession...all of us possess his own unique mystery of capability.. but the question is who can erupt his privilege?..unfortunately a few... sometimes we had premonitions that bad things will happen..even though we neglect them...and that's not right...optimism is a good thing but not always reality may acts as a barrier.. somethings we can't see them by eyes.. but we can feel them through electronic waves...about 2meters height and only 50kg weight...filled with blackness..maybe i see them this way and you see them differently...it's about what lies beyond your imagination..we can build our own realm by ourselves..we just have to believe and it will be there...someone may ask..why do we feel lonely then?..it's because you weren't there for whom were there for you...when our home is calm..and saturated with silence..we hear sounds don't we? it could be from the kitchen..it could be from the bathroom..we won't notice even if it was from underneath our beds?come on are we deaf?well i don't think so..but we ignore mostly saying it was the wind could it be anything else except the wind?try finding other explanations if you are realistic you won't find am i right?..[sigh] so focus from where the sound came from don't set free-handed&minded with nothings to try to comunicate ...they may not be jinn,demons or fairies..and even if they are SO WHAT! as long as they are making sounds or voices they must want something they also maybe unknown creatures not been discovered yet like that electronic thing which can comunicate by thoughts ..isn't cool? at least it's better than sleeping dreamlessly..or having nightmares sometimes we glimpse things when we direct our eyes rapidly to the right aiming our mind to look to the left at the same time... people have so many things pent up inside of themselves and they can forget so many things ... strange isn't it? you can create an illusion of yourself madeup of what you had seen in your life and continued to play the charade as if it were true... remember..you have to pass through an isolation period to learn quickly when desolation strikes isolation occurs.. it's good to write what you have in mind.....sigh..i'm watching you